Should i feel retarded?

im almost twenty and dont have a license.. my sister is going to turn eighteen and she like rubs it in my face that she is going to get it before me... ugh...we're both saying we're going tomorrow lets see if its true..this will be the fourth time i take the written test :/ fml cause my friends made me miss school to take it when i hadnt studied or anything last year. They came at 8am to take me to the dmv forcedly and theyre like come back till u pass it i just froze when i was taking the test i took it the three times and cried -_-. Tomorrow ill just pay and turn in the paper work nd take it next yr haha man i cant wait for this yr to be over.But i do want to drive i want to have a scion xb or a Chrysler 300. but now that im jobless i dont see that as a posssibility. Great